I enjoy watching the Super Bowl every year with friends, and lots of food. Most years like this year I don’t have a favorite that I am rooting for. Usually my teams don’t make it into the Super Bowl. My strangest Super Bowl was when I was in England doing a seminar for a group of Churches. When the pastor who arranged it called and asked me to speak, and suggested the dates they wanted me, I initially said that I couldn’t come on those dates because I would miss the Super Bowl. He so much wanted the seminar on those dates that he said that he would find me a place to watch it. What we both forgot about was the time difference between here and England. The game started there at 1 AM in the morning and got over at 4:30 AM. I preached most all day on Friday and Saturday and then preached a sermon in two different churches on Sunday morning, one at 9 and the second at 11 am and then a third church at 6 pm in the evening. The Pastor wanted to keep his word to me so he found a church member who had a large television and liked American football and talked a half dozen of the pastors who had attended the seminar to watch it with me. I talked non -stop the first half of the game explaining the rules to them as they asked me why such and such was happening. By the time half time was over every one of them was sound asleep in their chair and by the time the 3rd quarter was over I was as well. I wouldn’t have been sleeping if it had been this years game. That had to be one of the most exciting games I have ever seen. I can’t imagine how exciting it would have been to a die hard Patriots fan.

This morning at 7 am was our “Monthly Men’s Breakfast”.  We had 150 men there this morning which I am pretty sure is a record number. One of the drawing cards is the statement that if you come you can have all the bacon you want. Some guys will have nothing else, but a huge pile of bacon on their plate. Guys also come for the great fellowship with a bunch of other guys that we always have. It is fun to meet new people and to make some new friends. But probably the main reason that the number has been growing each month is the really good speakers that we have been having. This morning Dr Matt Bain, a family practice Doctor in Albany, the football coach for Santiam Christian High School, and an Elder at JBC spoke on  “Being a strong man and leader” who isn’t afraid of taking a risk, and who does not have “be safe” as one of his life’s rules. It was a very inspiring and motivating talk with video clips from a number of war movies that added to the passion of the presentation. As I sat eating my dozen pieces of bacon chatting with the guys at my table and then listening to Matt share, I was so impressed with the commitment of so many guys who pull this off each month. Adam is in charge of the whole thing, it is his ministry, but a bunch of guys cook all the food, set up the tables and clean up. In a couple of weeks we are having our “JBC Sportsman’s Show” at the Fairgrounds in Albany. It will be a two day event with a hundred vendors and thousands of people coming through. There are a handful of guys who do all of the planning, but over a 100 guys will be involved In pulling it all together and making it a very good show. Again, I am so impressed and thankful for the commitment and faithfulness of these guys that do this event.

My Dad joined the Navy shortly before World War II and stayed in the Navy for 22 years before he retired.  He retired in 1960 when I was 12 years old, and during those 12 years we moved an average of twice a year as my Mom followed my Dad every place he was stationed up and down the West coast. During those years of moving I didn’t have many friends because we seldom were in one place long enough to make any. We seldom had a television, obviously never a computer, cell phone,  IPad, or stereo, though occasionally we would have a radio with limited reception. One of the things I began doing at a really young age to fill up the time was read. I would read for hours every day, and the more I read it seemed the more addicted to reading I became. I remember going to the Library with my Mom and taking several trips to bring all the books in from the car. Now 55 years later I remain an avid reader, averaging about 10 hours of reading each week. Now I do all my reading on my IPad with a Kindle App, and get most of my books from Amazon. I like reading on my IPad because I can make the font big, and  the screen bright and see really good, and I can carry literally thousands of books with me wherever I go. I am convinced that one of the best things parents can do early on for their kids is read to them a lot, teach them to read and encourage reading even paying them to do it. Those who have grown up reading, and continue to read can think rationally and are able to solve problems in life easily, can communicate clearly and are able to make themselves understood and understand others.

There is something in us that always seems to want more. There are some areas of life that to want more is greedy, and we ought to learn to be content. But then there are other areas of life that to want more is what makes us come alive, to be willing to sacrifice time and effort, to lay awake at night dreaming, and to spend hours planning how to make it happen. I want more people to come to JBC for me to pastor, to teach how to live a life pleasing to God. I am not competing with other churches, it would be great if all of the other churches had many more as well, but I am not pastoring them, but I am at JBC and God gave me a mission to reach people so I want more and more and more. God is the one who gives more significant accomplishments, more fruit, and more real success. More from God is all a matter of stewardship. He gives us a little bit to steward, to take care of, and if we do a good job then He gives us more. Sometimes instead of more it is better. I want a better marriage, we have a great marriage but I want better. I call it a holy discontent.

Every morning I pray a prayer of commitment for the day. In it I declare Jesus Christ Lord of my life, and I pledge my devotion and obedience to Him  for the day and ask for His strength to keep my commitment. I make individual or smaller commitments for the day as well such as “Today I will love Patty the way Jesus loves the church”. A new one that I have added lately is, “I will look at every person I cross paths with today as a divine appointment from God, and I will choose to believe that He put them in my life at that moment so that I can influence them or so that they can influence me”. By praying that prayer every morning I have begun to listen attentively to the words spoken and the things done when a person enters my life experience in order to pick up a clue as to what God has in mind for me. As I have been doing this I have grown more and more skilled at hearing and seeing things that I used to be totally oblivious to.  This last three days I have been at Cannon Beach for a prayer retreat with 100 + people in a small room for much of the day so my commitment to regard every person as no accident but a divine appointment by God made me jump into hyper drive in my attentiveness to words, facial expression, tone of voice, and body language. I know that I am just scratching the surface of what I am capable of seeing, hearing, learning, and contributing for and from people, but the growth in this area of life that I have had makes me realize that I have lived most of my life with ear plugs  in my ears and my eyes closed. I am enjoying being a detective as it were and learning what God has for me from others, and how I can bless them with my life and words. 

Here at the annual 3 day Prayer Summit at beautiful Cannon Beach, we have about 120 people gathered together praying for the Willamette valley. There are probably a dozen different denominations represented and 50 different churches from half a dozen towns, and the level of unity between all these people is amazing. I haven’t been in a single conversation about anything political, though everyone has their opinions for sure, there hasn’t been any discussions of various theologies though there are significant differences   represented in those here. There are a large number of older pastors even a number who are retired, and there are a bunch of pastors and workers who are college age, from my perspective, just kids who have treated the old men and woman with great honor and respect. We have eaten together, prayed together, worshipped together, talked ministry and goals together without a hint of division, disagreement, competing for attention, slandering, or comparison. In trying to figure out why, an easy answer is that God is doing it, but it still requires people exercising self-restraint, speaking graciously, pursuing peace and unity diligently, and refusing to say or do anything that would lead to disunity. The reason unity is pursued so diligently by those here is that we value it very highly. Unity is fun, it is refreshing, it is joyful, but most of all we all believe with great conviction that God loves unity, and promises to pour out His blessing on unity, so it is worth working for, sacrificing personal opinions for, and exercising discipline in our speech and thoughts for. Wish it was longer than 3 days.

Way back in February of 1989 the very first Pastor’s Prayer Summit was held at Cannon Beach, Oregon. It was initiated by Dr Joe Aldrich who was president of Multnomah Bible College, who said “Oregon is the least churched State of all 50 States, so we need to get the Pastors of the greater Salem area together and pray for four days with no speakers or agendas and ask God to do something in our State”.  At that point I had been pastoring at Jefferson Baptist Church for 13 years, and I felt like a total failure. I was extreamly discouraged, depressed, burntout, and had begun looking for a job on a dairy. I went to that first Prayer Summit, and God did a major work in my life. I came away from that time with a firm resolve to be devoted to prayer in my life and ministry, and a commitment to continue pastoring at JBC until I died. The Prayer Summit became an annual event at Cannon Beach and I have not missed one since, and the one that started today is the 29th one that I have been at.  Every year I come with the desire that I again would meet with God in a special way, be renewed in my spiritual walk with God, reenergized in my passion for ministry, and come away with clarity in regards to exactly what God wants me to do with my life for Him. Because I come with that desire, I always go home from these times with at least some of those desires realized, and never disappointed. This is a transition year for me in that the main focus of my ministry for the last 40 years has been preaching at Jbc. I recently gave that up, and now pastor Mike Dedera is doing most of the preaching. I am still working as many hours at the church, just different, more behind the scenes stuff. I still have my fire and passion as hot as ever, and my daily prayer is that God will allow me to bear more fruit for Him in the next 10 years than I have in the previous 40. The question rolling around in my mind is how? What? So I am looking for, and listening for God’s promptings that will give me some clear direction for this next stage of my life. I am expecting that this Prayer Summit will be equal to the very first one in what it does for me.

Today, at Jefferson Baptist Church, Pastor Mike Dedera preached on love. The main point was this “if you have not been loved you will not be able to love”. Put another way, “you will only be able to love others to the degree that you have been loved by others”.  That principle left to people will result in a gradual decline of love between people until there is no love left, just hate.

But the good news is God has infused our world with His love. God so loved the world that He gave His only Son to leave heaven, to empty Himself of all that He was as God, become flesh like us, and then God reached into the past and the future and gathered up all the sins ever committed, put them on Jesus, looked at Jesus as if He actually committed those sins, and then Jesus died as punishment for my sins and yours. He did that for me because He loved me. I now am forgiven by God, adopted into His family, and I will live forever with Him because He loved me.

I know the facts of what Jesus did for me, I believe the words of the gospel to be true by faith, I accept the theology of Jesus taking my place, paying my debt, but today, gathered with others, worshiping God together, sensing His presence with us because we had gathered together in His Name, hearing the words preached by Mike I felt the emotion of God’s unconditional love for me in my heart. I experienced His love for me.

I can love others because He first loved me. I can love others unconditionally because He first loved me unconditionally.  I can forgive others because He has forgiven me. But if God’s love for me remains an intellectual ascent to historical and theological facts my love for others will be rather Spock like. The emotion of love felt from God and felt for God is powerful, and transforms human relationships.

one of my regular stated concerns about myself is, “it is possible for me to do all the right things for all the wrong reasons’, and then a further alarming statement is, “it is possible for me to do all the right things for all the wrong reasons and not even know it”!! One of the wrong motives for doing good would be to please or impress people. Self-worth is a human need, and most people get their sense of worth and value from people. The people around us become a mirror of sorts, and we look into the mirror to see who we are. If we don’t like what we see then we perform for them trying to ratchet up their opinion of us so that we see a cool person in the mirror. That system of building our self-worth is a house of cards because of people’s fickleness, and we intuitively know that resulting in insecurity, unhealthy comparisons, criticalness of others, and a constant feeling of hurt because people aren’t appreciating our efforts to please them.

Colossians 3:23-24
Whatever you do, do your work heartily, as for the Lord rather than for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance. It is the Lord Christ whom you serve.

I recite these two verses throughout the day to remind myself who I am serving, and who I am trying to please with my life and activities. The cool thing about pleasing the Lord is that He is much more concerned about our motive then He is about perfection. He is incredibly, gracious, patient, and forgiving when our motives are right, and when He whispers to our heart, “well done, good and faithfull servant, enter into the joy of your master” our sense of worth and value is at the top.

When we receive our sense of worth and value from the Lord and not from people we are freed up to serve them and meet their needs with great confidence and freedom because we aren’t worrying about their opinion.

Going back over the years and seeing the number of “views” for each of my blog entries that I have written, and I have written 864 blogs over about 8 years, it is easy to see that the ones that get a lot of “views” are the ones with a catchy title. People are prompted to take the time to read if it appears interesting to them. I like people to read what I write, that is why I write, so I probably need to spend as much time thinking up the title as I do writing the blog. One of the temptations is to become “outlandish” in my attempts to attract attention. “Outlandish” is defined as bizarre, weird, grotesquely exaggerated, and on the list of synonyms goes, but you get the idea. What is required to be “grotesquely exaggerated” is a lack of integrity, the title promises more than it delivers. Two places this shows up today with increasing grotesqueness is advertising and the news. I don’t like being “duped”, tricked, being treated as stupid, and my list of sources of news is getting shorter and shorter.

As I think about that for myself I recognize that Integrity is a character trait that over time earns credibility with others, trust. I also recognize that God knows what is true and what is “outlandish” even a little bit, and He is the one who blesses, opens doors, and attracts people. One of my personal mission statements is, “I want to speak and write with God as the audience”.