Monthly Archives: January 2019


God has infinite power to do anything, but He has chosen to limit His power or give great power based on what the church does. When we pray and ask a little, we have a little power, we we pray and ask a lot, we have a lot of power. The purpose of this supernatural power is to change things from bad to good, to change people from bad to good, to change people’s eternal destination from hell to heaven. There is so much that I want to change, but I can’t pray enough by myself to make it happen. It will take a lot of people praying together in unity to move God to pour out the power needed to make big changes in many people. Here is JBC praying Wednesday night. Lots of power.

Strong Faith

The strength of our faith is a major issue in determining how much and how big our accomplishments in life will be. Jesus said if we had faith the size of a mustard seed that nothing would be impossible for us to accomplish. Wow, that sounds so amazing. I wonder, was that a literal statement or was Jesus just making a hyperbole, making a point with an obvious exaggeration. I don’t think Jesus was into hyperbole as much as I am. Here are a couple of contrasting statements on faith in the Bible.

Romans 4:20 yet, with respect to the promise of God, Abraham did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God,

Matthew 8:26 He said to them, “Why are you afraid, you men of little faith?” Then He got up and rebuked the winds and the sea, and it became perfectly calm.

If I want improve the time it takes me to run a 10 K, I know how to do that. If I want to increase the weight I can bench press, I know how to do that. If I want to lose 40 lbs in 4 months, I know how to do that. If I want to get a higher score on the Bible literacy test that I took on line, I know how to do that.

So, I want to grow strong in faith, strong enough in faith that the things that I accomplish with my life are many and really big, really, really big, awesome in fact. How do I do that? The most effective faith building exercise available to us is prayer. When we pray we are talking to a God we can’t see, hear, or touch. So why are we talking to Him if we have no tangible, immediate proof that He even exists or that He is listening to our prayers, or that He cares enough to answer them? Faith, the act of praying is an act of faith. The more I run the sooner I get faster, the more I lift the sooner I get stronger, the longer I study the better my test score. The more I pray the more I will grow my faith, and the really cool thing is that the stronger my faith grows the more I will pray.

I don’t want another boat, I don’t want another gun, I don’t want another fishing rod, I don’t want a bigger house, I don’t want a newer car, I am content with what I have.

But I want, want, want more faith, I want, want really bad, more wisdom, I want in the worst way more self-control, oh what I wouldn’t give for more patience, and joy, and to love my wife more. I wish I could just buy more faith, but I can’t, so I will pray, pray, and pray some more because I want to move mountains, and I haven’t yet and I am 70 and time is running out.

Seek God

The Bible says that God has put an awareness of Himself inside of every person, but that many deny Him instead of seeking Him. People deny Him because they don’t want to be submissive and obedient to an almighty, all knowing God, they want to run their own lives.

Deuteronomy 4:29 But from there you will seek the Lord your God, and you will find Him if you search for Him with all your heart and all your soul.

How do you search for Him with all of your heart and all your soul? One way that is very effective is to attend and participate in a corporate prayer event. In Matthew 18:19-20 Jesus says,

“Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven. For where two or three have gathered together in My name, I am there in their midst.”

2 or 3 gathered in my name, and they agree about what they ask. “Asking” and “Gathering” that is a corporate prayer time, and Jesus says that He is at such an event. God is omnipresent, He is everyplace, but He manifests His presence at times and places. As the early church fathers would say, “He makes Himself felt by us” that is we sense His presence in our spirit. Psalms 16:11 says, ” In Your presence is fullness of joy”. I sense His presence by an unexplained heightened sense of joy. It happens to me at corporate prayer times like JBC is having this week from 5 am to 10 am and 5 pm to 10 pm Monday through Friday.

“If you search for me you will find me”, Sitting in the prayer room today has been such a powerful experience of being in the presence of God. I wish so many more would seek Him with me.


I am a dreamer. I love to sit by myself and create amazing situations in my imagination, stories of impossible accomplishments, inventions that nobody has even dreamed of yet. In my imagination I have run the Boston Marathon, in fact I won the Boston marathon, several times!

We assume that Adam and Eve would have remained in the Garden of Eden forever if they had not eaten from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, but that is a misreading of the text. Long before Adam and Eve were banished from the garden, God told them to fill the earth and subdue it. It was a divine invitation to explore, to adventure, to discover, to dream. Everything east of Eden was uncharted—196,949,970 square miles of virgin territory.

I take that command as one God has given to all of humanity that are in His holy family through faith in Christ. It is a command given to me, conquer the earth, subdue it. A dream is an idea that has been mulled over in my thinking until it became clear, rolled around in my head until it became big, really big, scary big, meditated on until it became accomplishable, thought about from every perspective until I had a clear path and strategy of accomplishment worked out in my thinking. It is a big, scary, impossible dream, but I think about it so much it becomes reality. Those who dream the most do the most. Those who dream the most work the hardest. Those who dream the most, pray the most. Those who dream the most inspire many people to help them accomplish this impossible dream.

I have to admit that dreaming big, scary, impossible to accomplish dreams is much harder at 70 years of age than it was at 30, but it is those big dreams that keep me energized, my dreams are the engine that drives my boat. The cool thing about dreams is they don’t cost any money, they take only a little bit of time to dream, most of the time we don’t share them so if even if they are crazy, who knows we are crazy but us.


In the New Testament book of Ephesians the Apostle Paul says that our struggles in life are not primarily with flesh and blood, meaning not with ourselves or with other people, but with evil forces, meaning the devil and his demons. Also in Ephesians Paul says, “don’t let the sun go down on your anger” that is if you get angry at someone, take care of it before the sun goes down, apologize, fix it, work it out, and if you don’t “you give the devil a foothold”. A foothold would be a place to hang on in our life, legal jurisdiction, as it were. Demons work in our life primarily by talking to us and we hear them in our thoughts, and when they are hanging on to us, their influence is strong. There are other sins that we commit that give the same access to these “evil forces” who have as their goal to make us miserable failures in life.

People who raise sheep run them through a tank of sheep dip periodically in order to kill the ticks that collect on the sheep over time and suck the life out of them. I have no idea how many demons are hanging on many Christians, but as I listen to a number of people in our church talk about their problems, thoughts, fears, anxieties, and temptations I am of the opinion that many need to go through a tank of “sheep dip” for demons. Something that works to accomplish the same thing is attending extended times of corporate prayer with your church family. People often tell me that the thought of coming to a corporate prayer time at JBC gives them anxiety, and some describe their experience as being a panic attack. The demons attached to people are afraid of corporate prayer and will work overtime to keep you from coming. They will cause this fear, nervousness, and anxiety, sometimes to the point of panic to keep you out of the prayer room.

Monday morning starts JBC’s “Five Days of Prayer” and we will be praying from 5:00 am to 10:00 am Monday through Friday, and 5:00 pm to 10:00 pm each day as well. We start each hour of prayer at 15 minutes after the hour and stop straight up on the hour so we have a 15 minute break every hour for people to come and go, get a snack, a cup of coffee and to visit for a bit.

These prayer events are very powerful times of meeting with God, experiencing His presence, and being cleansed from the forces of evil who can’t stand being in there. So many people are struggling in life with anxieties, fears doubts, and weakness, and don’t really have to if they would take advantage of the power, grace, and cleansing that God has made available to us through the power of corporate prayer of a church family.

If I were experiencing the fear, depression, sadness, and anxiety that many describe to me that they are going through, you couldn’t keep me out of that prayer room, I would want to be free from that, completely free.

Fishing Again

I have 70 goals for 2019 because I am 70 years old. I teach goal setting, and one of the main requirements for a goal to be considered good is that is measurable. A good goal is good because it motivates the goal setter, which is the main purpose of goals. A goal that is very clear and measurable is much more motivational than a fuzzy goal because you know for sure if you accomplished it or if you still need to pursue it, but harder. My 60th goal is, “Fish every chance I get”. Now that goal is poorly written because it is not measurable, but it still motivates me, so I am going to count it as a good goal. My friend Matt and I caught these steelhead today and I am going to eat mine tonight.


I had a young boy stop by my office today. I had never met him before and I wasn’t really sure what he wanted or needed, so I had him sit down, and I started asking questions and listening as he talked. He really didn’t talk a lot and he talked so soft that I had a hard time hearing everything that he said. When he left my office he said, “thank you, you are a good listener, and you ask good questions”. As I thought about the short time I chatted with this total stranger I wondered if anything that I said made any permanent change or impact on his life, I hoped so, I tried very hard to say just the right words to him. As I pondered that, I thought of one of my life verses in Proverbs 18:20-21, “With the fruit of a man’s mouth his stomach will be satisfied; He will be satisfied with the product of his lips. Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit.” You never know when the Lord is going to drop a perfect stranger into your life and give you an opportunity to make a difference in his life. It is good if you would be able to speak words that have an impact.


On Monday I caught 2 steelhead and had a great time fishing with two other great fishermen and friends, and the weather was good to boot. It was a very good day until I got home and discovered that I had lost my wallet. I put it in the inside pocket of my coat so it would stay out of the rain and would remain dry. I didn’t need it all day and never once took it out, but when I got home and took my coat off to hang It up, my wallet was gone. I called both of the guys I fished with to check their pickups where I had sat and the boat that we fished in, nothing. I suspected that while I leaned against the side of the pickup putting on my chest waders that I inadvertently lifted up the bottom of my coat allowing my wallet to fall on the ground. It was either that or when I took the waders off in the parking lot where we finished fishing. I spent several hours today calling credit card companies to cancel the cards and get new ones, DMV to get a new drivers license, Oregon Marine Board to get a new boat operators license, health insurance cards, AAA card, and several other cards. It was surprising how much I had in that little wallet that was really important.

I remember the time I got lost in the woods while hunting. I didn’t realize at first that I was lost, I thought I knew where I was and how to get back to camp, but when I realized that I wasn’t where I thought I was and that I had no idea where I really was, and not a clue how to get back to camp I felt a bit panicky. I calmed myself down by reminding myself that I had matches and food and it wasn’t really very cold, and 4 or 5 hours walk in any direction would bring me to a major road. This was before the days of GPS’s but I had my handy Dandy compass so I could walk in a relatively straight line once I decided which direction I would walk. It was almost dark so I needed to decide if I was going to stop until daylight or keep walking in the dark with my flashlight, I decided to keep walking until my batteries wore out. Walking in the woods at night is spooky with all the noises that seem to come from everywhere. A black angus cow busted out of some brush as I walked by and it looked just like a big black bear. Now that was spooky!! At midnight I crossed a dim dirt road that I thought I recognized, but because of the darkness wasn’t sure, but decided to follow it in the direction that camp was supposed to be in case it was the right toad. It wasn’t long before I saw the propane lanterns and the campfire of our camp, and walked in as my hunting partners expressed thanks that I was back safe and sound. It felt really good to be safe and secure in camp, and not wandering around in the woods lost.

Losing my wallet was a bummer, being lost in the woods at night is very spooky, but I can’t imagine what it would be like to be spiritually lost, that is to have no answers for your life after death. People seem to deal with it by simply not thinking about it. That seems so naïve considering the consequences of ignoring God. If there is a God, He certainly would be powerful. A big, very powerful God could certainly communicate to us people, it seems totally crazy that He would just ignore us. Looking around and considering the options available to us as the most reasonable means of communication by a really big God to a very small people, the Bible is the obvious answer, especially after reading it repeatedly. The Bible tells us about God, His plan, His love, His gift of salvation to us so that we don’t have to be lost. If I had no clue what would happen to me after I died, I would be looking very hard for an answer, not just hoping blindly for the best.


I used to play golf with my sons, and when we played together, the three of us, they would give me 2 or 3 mulligans per game. That is I got to have a second chance hitting a ball that I had just hit for 2 feet off of the Tee or a missed put from 10 inches. I was always appreciative of this mercy and grace they showed to me in an attempt to keep me in the game, though I could have used a dozen or more mulligans. I have often wished that there were mulligans in life so when I did something dumb and stupid I would have a chance to fix it. But there are no mulligans in the game of life, when I do something stupid, there it is , big as life for all to see. When I say something totally off base, and it is hurtful to those who hear, I can’t order people to forget they heard it, I said it, they heard it, and the damage done. I can only hope that in time all those involved in and who heard what I said will forget it and forgive. Listen to this amazing verse, in James 1:19 “This you know, my beloved brethren. But everyone must be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger”. Slow to speak, whoooeee I wish I would do this.

I Love Fishing

A healthy soul is a key to perseverance, to managing pressure and responsibility, it is the key to having grit. One of the ways to maintain or achieve a healthy soul is by periodically engaging in activities that bring a renewal in emotional energy. Probably the activity that renews me the most is fishing. It is a mystery to me why fishing is so powerful to lift my spirits and my mood when I am feeling down and drained. I was totally run out of gas last night, I was discouraged because of a number of events that happened this past week, I was struggling with frustration over past decisions that I had made, and I was fretting about possible future problems that I would have to face and fix, and not sure if I could. That is a typical Sunday night state of mind and emotion for me. Everything seems worse than it really is, and my ability to take my thoughts captive and turn them positive is pathetic. Today I got up at 4:00 am and went steelhead fishing with a friend from the church, and it is amazing how much better I feel tonight than last night. we fished on the Siletz River, and the three of us in the drift boat all caught fish, I landed 2 and fought and lost another 2. It was a great day, and I feel great and have a healthy soul.