Went to a Urologist at OHSU today. They ran a bunch of tests on my bladder. He had mentioned earlier a number of different surgeries that were possibilities so that my bladder would function correctly again. The tests were for the purpose of giving information so we could decide which of the surgeries were the best for my situation. After the tests we had our little conference and bottom line was there nothing that would fix my bladder. It was dead and there was no hope of resurrection! I was going to have to continue to catherderize myself three times a day until Jesus came back. I was depressed most of the car ride back home as Patty drove. By the time we got back I was good again. It was a major bother but there are so many people in way worse situations than I am. My own son-in-law who is stuck in a wheelchair. So I decided to rejoice and be happy and set my mind on heaven even more then I have been doing. The upside is that I can go pee when I want to, you all have to go when the urge hits you.