There are so many things about life, about God, stuff in the Bible, about me that I don’t understand. I think about it, mull it over in my mind, sometimes I look for answers in books or teachings on it, and sometimes I ask other people their thoughts and opinions. I have a very long list of questions that I am going to ask Jesus when I see Him. When I get my new glorified body I imagine that my new body will have a mind that can think and understand way beyond my present mind, and then everything will probably make sense.

1 Corinthians 13:12
For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known.

Job had many questions and the main was “Why!” Our kids would ask “why?” about everything and often when I gave an answer they would follow it up with another “why?” When Job had his conversation with God at the end of the book he said,

Job 42:3
Therefore I have declared that which I did not understand,
Things too wonderful for me, which I did not know.”

Psalms 131:1-2 111O Lord, my heart is not proud, nor my eyes haughty;
Nor do I involve myself in great matters,
Or in things too difficult for me.
Surely I have composed and quieted my soul;
Like a weaned child rests against his mother,
My soul is like a weaned child within me.

At the same time that I am working at being at peace with everything that I don’t know or understand, I am also keeping a vacuum of curiosity present in my mind, a hunger for knowledge, understanding and wisdom so that when I read, experience, or hear things that are connected in some way it gets sucked into my mind.

It is one of many areas in my life that I need to maintain balance on.