Dear Lord, How pleasing am I to You, really? What I wouldn’t give for some kind of daily score, evaluation on how I did living for You. Help me to know how I am doing. I want to sense your pleasure in me. I also want to be able to feel your displeasure when I do things that are wrong. Can I really do that, sense that, know that? Is it just a matter of my conscience? How calloused is my conscience? Oh Lord, I do not want to be surprised on the day I first see You at the “Judgment Seat of Christ.” Please help me to grow in holiness before You. Please help me to know who and what I am in character from Your perspective, not mine or the world’s. And please give me the power to grow and change.