I went to my first Sportsman’s Show in Portland in 1965 with my Dad. I think I have only missed one since then. The first ever Sportsman’s Show in Portland was February 22nd, 1923.  It is a very fun and enjoyable event for me today.  I think that one of the reasons that I just have positive “vibes” about this event is because of going to it with my Dad and how much he enjoyed it and I enjoyed just being with him at something like this. Went today with three other good friends and we walked around and looked at all the stuff and then we went to the new Cabella’s in Tualatin and walked around in there for several hours and then we went out to dinner and had “Baby Back Ribs”.  I  bought a new steelhead fishing rod and reel for my grandson that I am taking to Alaska with me in July. It is a nice rod and reel, and I can’t wait to give it to him.  Life at times is very hard, but then there are days like today that are very good and tons of fun.  On fun days I thank God for His great gift to me and on very hard days I ask God for His strength to bear up the trials with dignity and grace and joy. Day and night, summer and winter, sun shine and rain. that is life. Today was a sunshine day, thank you Lord. A day full of trials is coming, I will not recieve one from You without being willing to take the other as well. I trust You totally with my life, and I am commited to never grumbling but only rejoicing and giving thanks.

One of the questions that I get asked often is “How do I change” to become the person I want to be? Over the years I have refined my answer as I have learned and observed people who fail and those who succeed and also what has worked in my own life. The simple but accurate answer is that we change the same way we learn to play the piano, we practice daily and diligently. We practice the basic disciplines of the Christian life until they become habits. If we practice the piano long enough we will become a very good player who can play effortlessly and very beautifully. If we establish the disciplines of Bible reading, prayer, self examination/confessin of sin, giving, worship, gathering together with other believers and seeking wisdom as habits because we have done them everyday for a period of time, we will grow and change steadily with no turning back. And the cool thing is that the change and growth will appear to be effortless. Trying harder is not part of the equation, but faithfully, daily practicing the disciiplines of the Christian life is.  You become a “self feeder” after awhile, and growth in character is a daily experience. I read my Bible every day, I pray every day, I end every day with a short time of examining my life and confessing all known sin, I commit to not grumbling about anything but thanking God for everything.  Those are not hard, sort of like brushing your teeth, just a discipline that if practiced long enough results in a very godly person. That is what I want to become.

One of the fun things about the “Prayer Summit ” is the friends I have made over the years and the opportunity to hang out with them here when I haven’t seen them since last year. One of the problems of life as I get older is I have a hard time remembering all of my friends. It is so frustrating to be sitting worshipping and praying with a bunch of guys looking around the room struggling to remember the names of many of them. I am pretty sure that when we get to eternity with our new glorified body that is like Jesus’s body I won’t have a memory problem. I will be able to remember every detail of every minute of my life along with names. Even though heaven will be heaven I think that my perfect memory will include sad things as well as happy things. I think my memories will include total recall of my failures and mess ups. Those memories will probably increase my praise for the Lord that I am actually in His presence because of what He did to pay for my sins. I sure wonder a lot about the details of eternity. Won’t be long now!

God manifests Himself in our life through people. God most often speaks to us through people. Our love for God is expressed in our love for people. John says to us in his Epistle 1 John, “how can you say you love God, whom you can’t see, when you don’t love your brother whom you can see?”

Today was the second day at the “Pastors Prayer Summit” at Cannon Beach Christian Conference Center. As I worshiped with, and prayed with, and ate with, and visited with 80 plus pastors I truly have had a blessed time with God that has been super refreshing for me. I hope I have had as much “God influence” on others as they have had on me.

in the evenings after everything is over it has been a joy to read the Bible, pray,  think and reflect after such a blessed day. I am looking forward to tomorrow.

I left the family dairy farm in Trout Lake, Washington and began pastoring Jefferson Baptist Church in Jefferson, Oregon the first Sunday of October in 1976 when I was 28 years old. I had very little knowledge, understanding, or skill in what I was supposed to do as a pastor. I had two years of college at Western Baptist Bible College majoring in Bible, but nothing in being a pastor. The church was small enough, about 20 people, and they were gracious enough that anything I did seemed to be OK. JBC actually grew and we bought land and built a small chapel that would seat about 150 people. We even built it with special offerings and with all in-house donated labor so that when we moved into it in October of 1979 it was all paid for. The next year went pretty good, but then in 1980 conflict began to happen. It was a lot of little things mostly that I did that people reacted to and got upset about. I worked hard to try and fix things, but it seemed like the harder I worked the worse it got. It seemed at times that I could do absolutely nothing without it causing some kind of reaction and complaining. More and more people left the church, and I got more and more depressed and frustrated with my failure and inability to lead and pastor in a way that created unity.

At the beginning of 1989 I had made up my mind that I had somehow missed it when I thought God was calling me to be a pastor and I needed to quit and go back to dairy farming, however I could make that happen. I was pursuing a number of options in that direction when I recieved in the mail an invitation from Dr Joe Alldrich, President of Multnomah Bible College in Portland Oregon to go away for 4 days to Cannon Beach Conference Center with a group of about 60 other Pastors from the greater Salem area and pray for God to bring revival to the State of Oregon.  Very reluctantly I went, and while I was there the first week of February, 1989 God worked in my life in a very powerful way.  While there I made a commitment that I would  remain a pastor and I would stay at JBC until I died unless they kicked me out which seemed a very real possibility.   I also made a major commitment to prayer as a way of life, not just something I did along with dozens of other things, but that prayer would be the number one activity of my life. I would devote myself to being a man of prayer. I wrote 7 specific goals in regards to the discipline and activity of prayer and have been pursuing those goals ever since.

The last 26 years since that water-shed event in my life have been characterized by God blessing my life and ministry well beyond what I was actually capable of accomplishing in my own skill level. These years have been very much an adventure with God building His church.  I have been back to the “Pastors Prayer Summit” at Cannon Beach every year since 1989 and I am here now as I write this blog. This is my 26th year and I always come expecting for God to meet me and work in my life. It is the end of the first half day and that is already true. I can’t wait for the next couple of days and see what is going to happen to me.

Who could’ve predicted a super bowl ending like that!!?? Wow! What is interesting now is all the discussions on “why?”, “what if”, “if only”.  I don’t know how many times I have made a choice I thought was best, and then it blew up in my face, and then I thought, ” Oh, why did I do that!”. How I wish I could have a “do over” on that one! Probably the worst choice I ever made was to farm on my own instead of sticking with my Dad. That resulted in major failure and loss of lots of money and major blow to my pride, but only about 20 people really knew about it. It is hard to imagine making a choice that millions of people see on television and critique  for months to follow.  A Bible verse that I think about a lot is 1 Corinthians 4:5 which says, “Therefore do not go on passing judgment before the time, but wait until the Lord comes who will both bring to light the things hidden in the darkness and disclose the motives of men’s hearts; and then each man’s praise will come to him from God.” I wonder as I read and meditate on the meaning of that verse what is the extent of the audience of the phrase “bring to light the things hidden in the darkness”. I hope it isn’t all of heaven that gets to see what I thought I had hidden well!! I guess I better make sure I have confessed all known sin to God so He will cast it into the deepest sea to never remember again!!

last day of anything anymore prompts me to think about the last day of my life. I am getting especially anxious for that day, the last day of my life. Then I begin the first day of eternity with my new glorified body in a perfect invironment with a perfect King. Impossible to anticipate anything of this next segment of my existence. It is all over and above anything previously experienced. I can’t call it the next chapter, a chapter is to short, the next segment sounds good. I wonder what it will feel like to live inside a perfect body?? I wonder what thoughts will flow into my mind the first time I see Jesus? There will be so many firsts! My mind will be super sharp so I won’t be overwhelmed, my emotions will be perfect and complete so it won’t be surreal. I can sit for hours starring out to nothing in particular pondering and wondering what eternity will be like. It is sad to think there are those whose eternity will be agony. I am committed to doing as much as I possibly can to change the eternal destiny of as many people as possible in the time God has given me.